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项目名称｜粉红色的线（Pink Strings）
项目指导｜笑笑
项目设计｜吴越
这本书是根据我的真实经历写成的。
我从小就听从并服从父母的权威。父母经常过多地监督我，这让我无法变得自信和果断。我和父母之间这种重复的关系模式在我心中形成了自我批评。渐渐地，我变成了一个强迫型人格障碍患者。我常常希望 "如果我表现得好一点，父母就会爱我"。然而，这些强迫型人格障碍也对我的成长起到了积极作用。有完美主义倾向的人往往比较可靠，对自己要求严格，做事有条理、有秩序。
基于此，我创作了一个面对完美主义的小女孩。她从恐惧到平静，最终发现了它积极的一面，并与之共存。通过这个项目，我调查了强迫型人格障碍是如何形成的，以及它对一个人生活的影响。
此书曾获得“第二十届美国3x3国际插画大赛优胜奖”、“ 2023 iJUNGLE国际插画大赛优胜奖”、 入围“第十届Hiii Illustration国际插画大赛短名单”、 “第八届BIBF菠萝圈儿国际插画大赛长名单”......
This book is based on my real-life experience.
Since I was a child, I have listened to and obeyed the authority of my parents. My parents used to oversee me too much which hold me back from being confident and assertive. This repetitive pattern of relationship between me and my parents formed self-criticism in my mind. Gradually, I have developed into a neurotic obsessive-compulsive disorder personality. I often hope that “My parents would have loved me if l had behaved better." Yet, these neurotic personalities also played a positive role in my growth. People who have a perfectionist tendency tend to be more reliable, strict with themselves, and do things in a structured and orderly manner.
Based on this, I created a young girl who has faced this perfectionism. She went from fear to peace, and finally found its positive side and coexisted with it. Through this project, I surveyed how obsessive-compulsive disorder personality developed and its influence on one's life.
项目指导｜笑笑
项目设计｜吴越
这本书是根据我的真实经历写成的。
我从小就听从并服从父母的权威。父母经常过多地监督我，这让我无法变得自信和果断。我和父母之间这种重复的关系模式在我心中形成了自我批评。渐渐地，我变成了一个强迫型人格障碍患者。我常常希望 "如果我表现得好一点，父母就会爱我"。然而，这些强迫型人格障碍也对我的成长起到了积极作用。有完美主义倾向的人往往比较可靠，对自己要求严格，做事有条理、有秩序。
基于此，我创作了一个面对完美主义的小女孩。她从恐惧到平静，最终发现了它积极的一面，并与之共存。通过这个项目，我调查了强迫型人格障碍是如何形成的，以及它对一个人生活的影响。
此书曾获得“第二十届美国3x3国际插画大赛优胜奖”、“ 2023 iJUNGLE国际插画大赛优胜奖”、 入围“第十届Hiii Illustration国际插画大赛短名单”、 “第八届BIBF菠萝圈儿国际插画大赛长名单”......
This book is based on my real-life experience.
Since I was a child, I have listened to and obeyed the authority of my parents. My parents used to oversee me too much which hold me back from being confident and assertive. This repetitive pattern of relationship between me and my parents formed self-criticism in my mind. Gradually, I have developed into a neurotic obsessive-compulsive disorder personality. I often hope that “My parents would have loved me if l had behaved better." Yet, these neurotic personalities also played a positive role in my growth. People who have a perfectionist tendency tend to be more reliable, strict with themselves, and do things in a structured and orderly manner.
Based on this, I created a young girl who has faced this perfectionism. She went from fear to peace, and finally found its positive side and coexisted with it. Through this project, I surveyed how obsessive-compulsive disorder personality developed and its influence on one's life.
《粉红的线》
这本书是献给与我相同困境的人
让我们坚强起来
拥抱更好的自己
让我们坚强起来
拥抱更好的自己
从小到大， 我一直觉得自己有问题。
为什么 我总是生活在焦虑之中?
为什么 我总是怀疑和否定自己?
我想，也许是因为这些话语:
“不准关你的卧室门!
不准穿着出过门的裤子坐在沙发上!
不准把手机上锁!
不吃完这个鸡蛋不准出门!”
这些责骂一只萦绕在我的脑海里 挥之不去......
就连吃冰淇淋对我来说也是一个充满压力和罪恶感的时刻
我的脑海里总是浮现出母亲的训斥
我不敢大声高兴或悲伤
我只能把真实的情绪藏在心里 ......
申请学校
交朋友 约会 ......
我渐渐习惯了妈妈给我做出的决定
我妥协于这种顺从的幸福 ......
我失去了独立生活与思考的能力
我感觉自己被困在笼子里
动弹不得 ......
我总是很慌张
没有安全感
我不愿意去探索未知和尝试新事物 ......
我压抑着自己的情感、渴望、欲望 ......
我不允许自己在别人面前展示自己的缺点
因为我害怕
他人的指责如同儿时的噩梦
充斥、回荡在耳边
我告诉自己
我不能在这样下去了
我试着使自己抽离出来 ......
慢慢地呼吸
整理我的情绪 梳理脑海中那些刺耳的声音 ......
渐渐地我的世界安静下来
现在，我慢慢开始接受自己
拥抱不完美的自己
那些曾经的责怪了
变成美丽的玫瑰
围绕着我
我允许自己的神经质与不完美
因为我知道接受自己才会获得整个世界的宽容